LEON

2009-06-25T23:08:00.001+08:00

well, have these kinda troublesome polls again... vote if u can haha. thanks =]

2009-05-27T00:31:00.003+08:00

HAHHAHAHAHA!

2009-05-19T14:27:00.022+08:00

BLOGSKIN

yeaps changed my blogskin at last hahaha. credits to brudder, who cant stand people having blogs and not blog.

well nothing much up lately, but pics will be posted up soon haha!

in love with two songs recently thou

Lately & I Just Called To Say I Love You.

alrights, gonna attend my pilot course at 6 till 10. sheesh... stresssed up this year. needa prioritise my time properly!

ok gonna wash up now, CYA.

2009-04-22T14:05:00.003+08:00

shall do posting soon!
ok no one cares cos this blog is dead alr.

BUT. SHANSHAN'S BIRTHDAY RECENTLY!
*shouts* ''WEI!! SHANSHAN!! SHEN RI KUAI LE''
must work hard to be your shu nu! =]

2009-03-18T12:18:00.003+08:00

*dusting off the cobwebs*

sorry for not updating for so long...
actually i was thinking of changing my blogskin, cos im sick and tired of the current one.. but i never seem to be able to find a new one luh.. hahas. so i just waited and looked.. and my routine everyday now is to read other people's blogs, not write in mine. okok, i'll try to find one blogskin asap.
i wanted to go the the I.T fair too. but i only had the mood to go on monday when i found out it alr ended.. so yah.. been busy with the concert this saturday, trying to get the parts right and stuff.. driving me crazy. but still, good experience haha.
well, the new dance studio was nice, its more spacious and convenient. plus, the coffeshop auntie is so friendly haha!

well, i hope everything will be settled peacefully. another friend is better than another foe. no point being angry over spilled milk(altho i did) but yah, people will grow up, and everyone will change for the better in the end. i hope.
and pls meetup animal friends! sometimes i miss the old days too yknow!

take care,
L

2009-01-30T16:30:00.003+08:00

m18
im hating this year's cny.. ok not to the extend to hate BUT, im really damn fcuking busy with alot of things.. i really need a breather..

the projects, homework, quizes, test&exams are taking a toll on me.. i wanna meet my friends........................................ i missed quite a few gatherings as well.. shiat.

and to think im turning 18 in a few days.. yet im not feeling the excitement at all. none.

some people told me, ''wah, going to 18 le leh .. can do this do that.. (blah blah.)"

but issnt it all the same?

ok im going to write out my dreamlist, although i know its impossible for every single one to come true..

1. Homework dissappear!

2. Bainian and Gamble!

3. Go thru my birthday happily!

4. Meet up with sec school friends!

5. Spend more time with Kitty & the rest! ( its been some time since we really got out tgh alr! )

i hope this semester finishes quickly.. and i'll be busy-free!

my bad for not always meeting you guys, bcos of the workload..

i wanna really sing, dance and improve fast!

and im currently preparing the wedding gig with the then MandyWasAGirl to November6..

happy that i feel i improved since the first day with them. the first day was omg.. i dont wanna even think about it.. but this time im more stressed.. i think i have 7 songs to handle.. but die die cannot screw up. PRAYS.

Laoda they all going to Johor tomorrow, i wanna go luh but can't.. have to cheer for Anqi and theres the gig on sunday! have to prepare properly.. jiayous everyone!

i'll come back to update with pictures! after everything finishes! smoothly i hope =]

2009-01-15T13:52:00.004+08:00

NOT KIDDING.

2009-01-09T21:00:00.005+08:00

CHANGE.

*brushes the dust off*

im BACK. suddenly have the blogging feel~.

im now currently singing luh, but dunno why i have the urge to blog. which is super random..

okok i know my blog doesnt have much pictures lately.. so i got some haha!

(someone said its a miracle that i blog.. so i must be miracle-man right? HAHA)

ok back.. haha. Hsinwen, Fiona and Me went to watch YESMAN! on NYE.

THE SHOW IS DAMN GREAT!

i forgot why we took this picture -.-

Fiona and Hsinwen made me laugh too much.. like way too much.

SMILES!

er.. i dunno why i did that face.

ANYWAYSSS... i just got a pair of specs again. after 4 years?

bcos the optician told me i had 'somethings' growing on my right eye.. so she banned me from buying contact lenses.. now i look kinda geeky but who cares.. i dun wanna go blind so young okays. .

the semestral exams are coming already! im damn nervous luh.. i totally dont feel prepared at all. but suffer for another 1 month plus can le.. my HOLIDAYSSS will start le!

okok, low batt alr! gtg buaiz!

2008-12-26T11:46:00.006+08:00

MERRY X'MAS

i loveee this time of the year! bcos its christmas and i totally enjoyed myself haha!

celebrated christmas this year with Ms by playing bowling at yishun safra. okok its not the normal bowling. its COSMIC BOWLING!

you know where everything goes luminuous and nice? ooo, had lots of games, saw alot of kiasu people(dont ask). hahas

anws, i said i'll update about so many stuff but didnt in the end.. zzz.. kinda like too many stuff come altogether then no time at all. okok, here it goes now.

TEENAGE

i really love the time spent together with the''clique''. super funny and never fail to make me laugh! we have our.. Aunty (alicia), Monkey (maveric), Momo (daniel), gong zhu (xin wei), Hyperactive-girl (mireen), Boa-to-be (xinni), Pretty (amanda)!anws, Aunty din come to our gathering uh! TSKKKK.

BeAstar!

a totally new experience for me, a good one btw. this is where i stepped into dance. which i know i'll love for the time to come. AHA.

being in X.A.J.E taught me alot of things. what you see on stage these days are not simple at all.. every tiny step have to be precise. and yah. totally professional!

thanks X.(avier), J.(oyce), E.(velyn)!

NOW!

well, school reopening in a few days and i'll be super busy with school work and stress once again.. but after february.. i'll have a 2 months holiday! and by then i'll be 18 alr! YEA!

oh and i haven watch Twilight YET. zzz.. but Bedtime stories was not bad too. =]

i know i summarised everything.. but i still updated ok! and i mean what i said!

before i end.. i wish everyone a MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!

thanks for making things normal again, good friend. =D

2008-12-12T03:22:00.002+08:00

GENTING.

im in a cybercafe now.. obviously in genting lah!.. hope things go well on the actual day. ahah.

and i think im left with 10 minutes.. shit.

well i dyed my hair for the competition.. since its going to be a long time till i join another comp.. and its GREEN.. it was supposed to be blue la. but came out green.. now my hair looks like a ocean. lolss.

jiayoujiayoujiayouss.

ok lah, i still need to read up some stuff. gtg!

the acting skill, kills.

2008-12-07T02:20:00.003+08:00

HIDE&SEEK.

ahahahha. something super duper funny happened today.

indian lady bugger: "hi sir, v are celarbre-ating ou-ver 20th annivesali ..and blah blah blah."

i really can't understand what she was talking about. and she was really speaking like how i wrote can.

seriously not being a racist here, so its either her slang is too jialat or my ears got some serious problem.

ME: "sorry mam, i really dont understand what you're talking about. could you like lower your accent?"

think i was rude lah! but if it was someone else right, i think they'll slam their phone leow loh. even if its another indian picking up the phone, they'll confirm switch to their mother tongue right.

i told this to some people just now and really, LMAO!

2008-12-06T16:18:00.003+08:00

SHAG-NESS.

i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break. i want a break.

hey people wanna meet up??

2008-12-04T00:53:00.003+08:00

LAST.BUT.NOT.LEAST.

im soooo excited!!! tomorrow marks the end of mst2!

to all peeps who are still taking exams! JIAYOUS!

well, training begins.. so lets jiayou! thou i hoped of resting for a day or two.. but no time.. im like so fucked luh...

but anwss, today (i mean a few hours ago which is yest.) DUH. is kitty's birthday!

we all went to Fish&CO. to have our dinner. yumyum!

HAPPY BDAE laoKITTY!

alrights alrights! i'll be leaving to genting on the 11th! confirmed!
i'll bring along my laptop of cos! shall blog when im there!

lifes a bitch lah. bound to have ups and down.

2008-12-02T00:26:00.004+08:00

FIRST PAPER.

tomorrow is the first paper! then wednesday will pass by and thursday will come!

FREE!!

not.... practising kicks in.. let us all work hard together!

and the truth is, im really happy i joined these two competition. i met alot of new friends and seriously. i improved alot.

i remember couldnt even coordinate my limbs properly a few months ago. not that im good now but the competition stress brought me to new levels.

thank you, X.A.J.E =)

genting from dec11 to dec13/14! (i forgot when im coming back.. lol)

nightss!

i cant let that rush in.

2008-12-01T01:09:00.006+08:00

DRAINED..

i've been studying, practising, studying, practising these few days.

yah, totally drained. Totally.

i really have the urge to stay alone, somewhere for a day or two.

just a urge thou.

HOLIDAYS FASTER COME................................

plane crash re-enact.

2008-11-28T22:40:00.001+08:00

BLINK.FAST.

been a long time since i took a picture.

N..

i need a break. from everything.. for awhile.

-welcome back-

2008-11-25T17:27:00.002+08:00

exam week!
YEA teenage is finally over! i can really rest my mind now and focus on my studies before december comes.. but abit sad.. bcos im like so broke now. me and hsinwen just became the BROKERS!
we live to work, save. become rich and spend again!
let the vicious cycle continue.... muahahhaa.

hope next week pass by fast too! then i'll be heading off the GENTING!! and hopefully come back with some ka-chings!
and i find myself so contradicting.. i wanted to finish up the left over ppt so i'll have notes to study. but here i m slacking off for say around..? half an hour?

but i got to admit, NP's library is way better than SP's.
in terms of smell i mean. peeps from SP would know hahas!

OKOK, i got to go back to my magnetism! buaiz!
*i'll update about teenage soon too! but first congratz to all winners!!!!*

2008-11-20T00:57:00.003+08:00

im supposed to be sleeping right now, but i cant. so many friends have so many things going on with them. and i really understand how they feel, its like you're gasping for breathe but this titanic amount of stuff keeps pushing you down..

LETS ALL CHIONG TGH!

a few weeks is all we need to set things right, right? hahas.

well, sometimes i feel.. empty.

what am i doing? what is my goal? what do i want??

zzzzzzz...

im tired.. tired of so many things....

2008-11-10T14:31:00.005+08:00

RANDOMSSSSSS!

Im in CADD now, super stress and super paranoid.
i need to find stress relieve.........
zzzzzzzzzz......................................

OK! pics recently and from the past!

Evelyn's bdae! (some time ago..)

Teenage! just went out yesterday after some stuff!

this was taken after we went to leeweisong.. speaking of which...
STRESSSSSSSSSSS...........................................

END!

2008-11-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

all the wooh hahs!
been busy and super lazy to blog recently.. but i just felt like typing some words into my blog.
lolololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololololol.

i've got sooo much to blog about. but im lazy to think wad exactly i want to say. i mean specifically.. some are..
!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@#$%^&

some are..
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some are..
=( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =(

and..
???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

to sum it up, i need alot of things. i want alot of things done. i want i want i want.. i also dunno what i want exactly.
(this blog has become picture-less)

2008-10-15T21:51:00.004+08:00

dreaded....

why must school start.. why was my maths lecturer replaced.. why m i broke.......

haiz, i cut my hair short too.. bcos its spoiled.. hair growwwwwww fast plssssssssss...

bored................ lol

2008-09-30T23:48:00.005+08:00

bittersweet.

stumbled upon this video while i was blog hopping. and i found it so.. true.

feel like sharing it with y'all. it speaks alot of what we wanted, and what we dont want to. but again, whats meant to be will be. no matter what happens and how hard you try.. Peace.

2008-09-29T13:50:00.003+08:00

MandyWasAGirl

Khim, YinYou, Boris, Ban Heng and Ming Yang, featuring Me. hahas!

we went to perform at a wedding dinner of khim's relatives yesterday night! its was super cool and nerve-wrecking can.. i didnt do what i thought i would.. but thanks everyone in every ways! seriously singing with a band and with just a minus one track is really different. your hearing and rythm must be good. all i can say is that its really a good experience for me!

wanna thank khim for asking me to perform!

and... MandyWasAGirl........

ROCKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

2008-09-17T00:36:00.002+08:00

Track 1.

legs are aching right now.. cant seem to move much.. jamming session was new to me, yeap. but i still need to get used to it, almost lost my sense of hearing.. but having a room full of people with a common interest feels great.

i will do my best heh!

lil sick of blogger already.. gonna change to something else soon i hope =]

buhbyes!!

2008-09-11T14:07:00.003+08:00

WOW, like with a 'W', 'O', 'W' 'exclaimationmark!

i actually realised i haven blogged for like agessssss. and here im awoke since 9 with absoulutely nothing to do, except grumbling to myself and keep finding excuses not to exercise. lol.

breakfast was not good, mum came back from malaysia *truly asia* with packets of BA GUA and QUE GUA. well.. ba gua's the name for roasted pork right? so i thought que gua will be the best name for roasted chicken?? ok maybe im wrong... but the point is that the after taste issnt that appealing.. felt like puking.. lucky i got my coffee here haha.

heard kimyoung lost his laptop a few days ago, hope all is well. this guy is really good at using gadgets once they reach his hands. i remember once we were studying for our O levels and he took my phone to make a video of me. and with background music added ok. like within an hour? with a lousy W810i ?? well, hope you get your laptop back asap and let us play MAHJONG! sorry for the few times when i couldnt make it..

speaking of which.. THE O LEVELS ARE NEAR.. LET THOSE WHO ARE 16 YEAR OLDS TREMBLE IN FEAR LIKE WE DID. muahhahaa. just joking.... last year most of us, except for those geniuses and thick-headed idiots who think they can pass without studying.. were practically in some sort of depression..

'What if i can't do well?'

'What if i forget formulas?'

'What if im stuck with most of the questions?'

been hearing these questions from loads of people these days..

and the answer is simple.. JUST UNDERSTAND YOUR CONCEPTS! yeap!.. the bloody Cambridge won't set a question that you wouldnt know how to do right.. like duh~

and and and.. just to add, i got 33 for my L1R5 during my prelims. and during that 1.5 months.. i just made sure i understood the concepts and stuff so i'll be able to answer most of the questions =]

so relax, let the concepts go into your brainnnnnnnn! and goodlucks! 30+ days more right?

anyways, i got my hair short again! not nice but my hair is already spoilt.. so no choice.. luckily my hair grows fast hahaha...

alright alright. can really see how bored im at home today?

this is one of my word-iest post ever. im going to bathe and get out of home now! buhbyes!

2008-08-28T11:22:00.003+08:00

alive.

hey peoples! i've been sleeping well these few days. like finally can rest well..

and movie-watching on the net is sooooooo relaxing..

you guys can try http://watch-movies.net/ . i think i watched over 8 movies from the site??

its quite good mans. hahaha. enjoy!! im gonna get ready to go out leow! buhhbye!

oh yah the stylist sent me a few more pictures, these are from the shoot.

shes the animal theme of my group. ladybird haha.

shes the cousin of the stylist! nice right!

then theres me, signing off! buhbyes!

2008-08-25T11:23:00.006+08:00

OVER!

the exams are over!!!!!!!!!!!

*copy and paste this a million times!*

hahas, ok i finally get the time to rest myself after all the hard work put in.. i hope the results would be good thou..

alrights, in this period of time loads of stuff happened...

i helped laoshi's friend to model for a hairshow.

my face was like shit bcos they asked us to act dracula-ish, which was so last minute.. all the other models were not ready too..

and our dear evelyn.. only took a few pictures of me can.. the other pictures in the file are mostly herself!

HAHAHA.

xavier, evelyn, angela, chun an.

thanks for showing up people!

im going back to change my hair colour!

seriously can't take it when people start at me on the trains..

and the colour makes me feel like a sun under light.. lolsssss.

sorry but i got to end this post like.. NOW!

*hungry*

2008-08-15T12:45:00.002+08:00

that time again..

ARGHHHH EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS.

i'll be free for 6 weeks after that! wheets!

i've got loads of stuffs to update on, will do that in abit =]

anyways.. michael phelps rocks!

buhbyes!

irritating, i gotta brainwash myself..

so get out..

2008-07-29T23:57:00.003+08:00

actually.

*short short post*

the stressful days are coming again.. MSTes!!

the detestable weeks.. im so going to put in hard work!!

2 more weeks! and im set free!!!

and now, i need my sleep.

i cldnt believe you just left me here.
and i stood waiting..

2008-07-25T13:39:00.003+08:00

25th.

B.O.Y

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did,

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

Because of you,

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you,

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you,

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you,

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you,

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you,

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you,

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you,

I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you,

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you,

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you,

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you,

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you,

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you,

I am afraid

Because of you,

Because of you...

2008-07-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

hey people! im back after some (long) time.

i've been busy with some stuffs recently, for those who haven seen me for a long time..

SORRY!!!!

i miss everyone too..

anyways, i have a few competitions at hand now. but some are finishing soon, so i'll study real hard for my mst already. no time to waste!

and theres lotsa changes to my hair, the back is alot shorter mansss..... sadded....

shall tell more next time!

because of you..
do you know? do you care?
haiss..

2008-07-11T14:43:00.003+08:00

love.

i was in class today, bored as usual.. so i went blog hopping.

and i stumbled to a blog, i read through it. i teared, my mind broke down

*link taken down*
remember the saf guy who died passed away? the link above is his girlfriends blog..

reading her blog makes me think that whatever we go through everyday is nothing compared to what she is going thru. they were so ever loving, emotionally supporting each other all the way. but in the end, he had to leave so abruptly. leaving her all alone.

please people, cherish all your loved ones around you. even if they arent always by your side, even if they dont seem to care, even if you know things arent meant to be.

cherish.

Baby,remember i love you,
remember i cherish you,
remember i'm always here for you.
If you feel lonely come to my dreams,
i'll keep you accompany,
i'll chase away your blues.
Go ahead, built our kingdom there,
the pet whale to remind you of our silly dreams.

2008-07-07T14:57:00.001+08:00

PAPER ONE.

Ellos! seems like alot of people are doing these questioniares in their blogs.. got tagged by vanessa a few days ago! i did the questions but i forgotten to post em up..
(1) what are you most disappointed about?
my mst grades!! like omgosh.. i hope i buck up on the next mst week!
(2) where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
obviously (to those who know me well...) TAIWAN & HONGKONG!
(3) what’s your favourite thing to do?
singing haha.
(4) do you think money can buy happiness?
to a extent?
(5) if you have one dream to come true, what will it be?
that would be a secret, but anyways.. dreams are always broken.
(6) do you believe you can survive without money?
maybe not now.. LOLS
(7) have you ever played an instrument?
yes, proud to say! RECORDER! (out of tune thou)
(8) if you win $1 million, what will you do?
bring my whole family on a holiday! buy everything i want! even those i dont need!
(9) what do you think of yourself?
i dont know, why dont you people tell me? =]
(10) list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
the best class rep i had in years! self motivated and with her around, no homework will be left undone!
(11) what makes me happy?
anything that puts a smile on my face!
(12) what type of person you hate most?
people that take me for granted.
(13) where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?!
erm.. a uncle with a huge size belly fixing aeroplanes? *pukes*
actually i dont know..
(14) if you have a superpower, what will it be?
everything that superman has!
(15) what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
right now? many things! music, school, special people in my life!
(16) if its the end of the world, what will be your last wish?
hmm, that we pass doomsday without harm?
17) if you have a chance to choose, will you want to go back in time? when will it be?
maybe back to secondary school before the o lvls! so that i can get 12 points and get into business accountings! the course i wanted in the first place..
(18) if you could meet one celebrity and be friends with him/her, who would it be?
Kelly Clarkson!
(19) are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
Yes
(20) what kind of fetish/fetishes do you have on a girl?
EYES!

i actually got another set of questions tagged by xavier.. haha, do them next time! buhbye!

2008-07-04T00:08:00.003+08:00

it feels like new year.

heyy people! its been quite sometime since i last updated, its because im kinda becoming busy nowadays.. shall tell you guys what im doing sometime later =]

haha, my tittle sounds stupid rightt.. but it really feels like new year these few days, not because im crazy/emo/random. i just had a sudden change of a mind set.

waiting, yeah people out there.. if you're that kinda person who always wait and wait, stop and think sometimes. is it worth the wait? or rather, maybe a change would be better, a change in yourself.

and i seriously hate being taken for granted, most of the people i know, knows me as the 'mrniceguy'.. yea i dont mind making sacrifices for people, but i just dont like being pushed and pushed.. as if im under some kinda control.

ahhh whatever! i dont want my blog to be so emo-ish! okok! so i'll tell you guys what im up to recently!

firstly, all i gotta say is that SP is no walk in the park.. esp in my course! im so going to work hard and score for my MST! yeah the workload is quite high.. so sad.. and i still have tuition! i just hope their grade will improve.. lols. if not i 'xia suay' hhaa.

and i just joined a competition with some peeps! tell you guys more next time! gotta rush!

anyways, im not gonna change myself. more like i cant.. but it just feels different luh.

haha, i dont expect you all to understand what im typing anw.. buhbye!

your action and your words are so contradicting. sometimes i feel like laughing..

2008-06-26T00:38:00.005+08:00

absolute kill.

i thought this time its going to be different, the pain suffered from the last couldnt be typed out in words.. simply unbearable.

this time you came into my life, you brought hope again.

but now, why am i a sitting duck?

everything seems so different from the beggining, im not blaming anyone. but myself.

dear people, just leave me alone for awhile.

Leon will be back. afterall, nothing could be as worse as the last.

fuck.
did i ask for too much?..

2008-06-25T19:21:00.002+08:00

LAST PAPER.

firstly, thanks to all who pushed me on! khim, hsinwen, mireen, ben and vanessa!

and those who talked to me on msn! oh yah, not forgetting the white shit aka ..

GERALD!

helped me out loads luh! thanks!

ok, i never ever wanna put myself in this position anymore. set my priorties straight!

this is only the first test! on the bright side, my scores for the computer quizes are quite high,

so i better buck up from now on!

this is me, only me. another side of love.

2008-06-24T21:33:00.003+08:00

the stress level.

this is my second post for the day, you can clearly see im like quite stressed up..

i feel like shouting as loud as i can, so loud everyone can hear me. i want my feelings to be known. its damn depressing to keep everything inside..

i seriously hate exams and yah, i should've paid more attention in class.. people reap what they sow, im getting mine now.

from this exam, althou its like 10% (which is alot!).

'm going to pay attention in class and off my lappy as long as i dont need them.

'm going to join a cca, which i think is gym club. (for the sake of cca points..)

'm going to priortise my time properly. (im going to set my proper study time!)

'm still going to MS but not as frequently anymore )=

i really love the people there! they were always around when im feeling down and sad. you know who you people are. thanks a whole bunch!

without them, i think i'll prolly be a loner, depressed from everyday's issues.

having exams and being in a emotional toll issnt doing me any good.. i feel heavy, really heavy.

to you,
you may not remember, but i didnt forget what day it is tomorrow.
yes, its insignificant. but i dont think that way.. not now, not ever

2008-06-24T15:10:00.002+08:00

PLANES.

helloss, its just after my DigitalElectronics paper.. im going to fail so badly mans..

tomorrow's is PEEE.. i'll just give my best.. i think i will still fail thou..

and i have a sudden urge to just sit at the airport now.

ARRGH DONT FEEL LIKE BLOGGING LIAO! BUHBYE.

2008-06-23T17:34:00.005+08:00

the sight.

yeaa the holidays are so over and its back to the hectic schedule i had a month ago..

SAD.

this week is MST week too.

DEPRESSING..

i just finished my structured programming test.. cant say i done well.. hopefully a pass?

and there are like 3 more tests to go.. like stresss! DigitalElectronics is on tomorrow and im like so not prepared.. i dont understand anything.. feels so damn helpless. arrghhhhhhhh.

STRESSSSS!

im like sitting infront of Digital-Life@ Moberly right now, alone and too lazy to move my ass up to head home to study. just feels so tired the whole day..

DISSAPOINTED....

hais, with alot of things..

i hate MST week =(

2008-06-15T12:08:00.002+08:00

happy father's day :D

yeap its father's day today! like wow, how time flies.. 16 yrs ago i was still in my dad's arms and i still couldnt say 'DaDa' . but im already grown up now!

i still remember when i was young, like when i was about 8? or 12? i wasnt close to my dad at all. like the last person i will want to talk to would be him.. i dont know why, but the bond was just not there. OK! its different now ok! we are like closer already :D

and i really want to take this chance to thank my parents for everything they have done for me. i really appreciate it. although irritating at times.. LOL

but still !! i love you guys like crazy!

and to all.. im really ok! i was just feeling down the past few days.. hope i didnt affect you guys in any ways.. BUT im reallu fine! :D see?? LOL

2008-06-14T02:57:00.002+08:00

Suicide..

never in my life did i felt like this.. i feel like dying..

hais...

uncontactable..

2008-06-13T01:12:00.008+08:00

100 th!!!!

YES ITS MY 100TH POST! I DUNNO WHY. BUT I M DAMN EXCITED.

you people must be thinking.. "its only a 100th post what.. i also have that already.."

duh.. its not your 100th right.. ITS MINE.

ok. wake up Leon.

i haven update in a gazillion years.. so what have i been up to??

ok for starters, MSians had outings. Haha these people are Love man, yes Love with a capital L (as quoted from pixie gny =] ) so we went to sentosa and watched KungFu Panda, which is another movie that i can watch, rewatch and rrewatch !

and i said i went to sentosa, so im like tanned now.. skin at the 'peeling' process.. haven felt like a snake for sometime already! haha, now i have to tone up my bod..

''Hello gym!''

SingOut08 has become my daily routine.. LOL. the finals is on this saturday so i have to be at MS for the whole week because im the sound coordinator! hope i dont screw up :x But im like damn tired.. i reach home prolly about 12?? like shagggggg.... i dont even have time to watch the Aviva Open.. i'll like just go on Sunday for the finals =]

and seeing the finalist doing so well for their performance really inspires me to improve myself too! i know where to move on and i hope i can make it in time..

and i went to our class barbecue, kinda like a reunion for 4e2, class of 2007 =]

i really miss the times spent in class.. complaining of the tons of homework, given so happily by Ms Lim Yap, Mr Yap and no they are not a couple.. *pukes* , Mr Siva.. oh yah.. i heard he sang at the concert sometime ago.. ok randoms.. , Mrs Raj.. come to think of it.. no ghost came haunting me *secret* haha people of 4e2.. the thing is still safe in my phone.. protecting me! , Mrs Rebecca Lim *stupid* , Mr Roy.. i wonder if he still spits out saliva when he talks , and lastly.. Mdm Siti Aisha! i forgot when the beby is due.. but i'll sure visit her when that happens! haha, i miss all the time.. haissss..

Lets meet up soon 4e2! and the special few.. =]

alrights, whoosh! Superman is off to bed!

i need a serious change of attitude..
i hope nothing changes,
sticking too hard issnt good it seemed.
waiting for your return..

2008-06-05T20:19:00.002+08:00

99th.

wow VAIO is damn nice.. im like blogging now using chris's laptop. haha its really nce to use =]

may consider to change my laptop if money just dropped on me.

alrights, this is my 99th post. Leon changed so much.. haha

all things are here, all will be well, all that i hope.

100th post coming!

2008-06-04T21:33:00.002+08:00

LEON.

i just got a call from teenage, my heats is on 2nd august. woohh~

actually i dont really have the mood to blog..

i feel like shit.

just need some time alone..

im a pain in the ass, outsider, someone who thought he knew.

blew off

2008-06-03T10:56:00.004+08:00

feeling alive.

so i met up with some of my secondary school friends yesterday, we went to amk's kbox haha. it was quite fun luh. cant wait for the barbecue this sunday!!! dunno who will be able to make it thou.. LOL.

anws, the GreatSingaporeSale is here now! i wanted to go shopping with sean but he had c.i.p .. so i think i'll go walk around town myself. i really have somethings that i need to buy asap! like shoes, white berms, etc.. so i'll just whoosh down to town, whoosh by shops and whoosh! got everything i need hahaha!

and my stupid laptop.. dunno why suddenly cannot log into windowsXP. so im using windowsVista now.. scared all my pictures and stuff in XP will dissappear.. arrghhh...

and im starting on my savings plan! im going to be like a monk.. just spending enough for my daily life.. because....

I WANT TO BUY A SUPERMAN JACKET!

cool right?? hahahaha randoms.. but its damn damn nice ok..

okok, i think i'll head back to watch my Enchanted. yes.. again!

i bid those memories goodbye, welcoming you..

2008-06-02T11:10:00.003+08:00

So Close.

some of us went down to IMM to support 二做据 yesterday!!!

and they are great! so people!! please support them when Superband starts!

not only are they g8 performers, they are really nice people ok..

and i just finished watching Enchanted. pretty nice feeling waking up and with lappy on your lap watching.. just watching a movie. hmmmm.. NICE!

its very very nice! im gonna watch it again tonight before bed lols.

so now my blog song is 'So Close' by Jon Mclaughlin.. totally listening to it now haha!

although the lyrics abit negative.. but still very nice right!

so yupp, going to meet up with some secondary school peeps later on =]

its been a long time.. and 4e2 2007 is gonna have a class barbecue this sunday! WOOTS!

LOOKING FORWARD TO IT =]

okok im going to get ready now.. Superman to the rescue! whoosh!

so close so close, we are we are. i trust..

2008-05-31T23:54:00.007+08:00

Leon is back again. but now Leon wants to become Superman, because Superman can fly very high and far.. sometimes Leon ponders what Superman thinks of when he is on top of the world, passing through clouds. Leon wonders when will his cloud nine appear..

Superman is so strong right, but maybe Superman may be sad too huh. not all relationships are always happy and all.. maybe Superman saves too many lives.. maybe Lois writes too many news reports..

Leon loves the sun haha.. Superman loves it too because its his source of power. Leon loves it because it brightens up his day =]

ah, Superman just rocks your socks out right?

most of the time Leon can only wish and imagine..

2008-05-26T20:51:00.003+08:00

bored~

found blogskins haha.. but i still want my own blogskin..
gonna stare at my ceiling now lols. byebye =]

2008-05-26T20:43:00.004+08:00

Foul.

dont like it, dont like it.
my heart feels heavy all of the sudden..

nothing happened, its just one of those moody days..
maybe i'll be ok tmwr~

miss call..

2008-05-25T00:39:00.002+08:00

hey... hooooo...

I GOT IN TEENAGE!!!
'm so nervous then in that room.. but it was good experience luh.

andandand... today's my sister's birthday!! HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY YOU PIG!
MSians and i went down to her chalet for a while before heading home =]

so yahh this is gonna be a uber short post.. bcos 'm freaking tired from standing too long.. LOL.

happy, happy..

2008-05-21T08:51:00.003+08:00

simply disgusted..
i suddenly thought that the vehicles in singapore are quite well maintained. because i was on the way to school in my dad's mini van just passing by the woodlands custom. then i saw something that is and will always be disgusted by me, MALAYSIA LORRIES AND VANS.
like seriously, its an effing eyesore to see those black fumes being pumped out from those old and crappy tincans. and it gives me an urge to destroy those metal things when the fumes goes into the mini van's air filter, filtered (but still smelly), and into the air condition, and into my nose!

ITS FREAKING SMELLY!

and some of the lorries... they have those long pipes then churns out lots and lots of exhausts! i once saw three! three freaking long chimney-like-pipes! like this is one of the main reasons that i dont like to visit malaysia..
i hope all vehicles in the world can be changed into the hybrid models. CLEAN ENERGY! if not the whole world will die in sweltering heat..

Panda also sent me an email about a guy named Juseleeno Nobulega DaRoose, a brazilian who could predict the future. and thou i doubt his ability to really predict (bcos it was said that he has already made more than 80 000 predictions, which is a little too exagerrated). he said that ..

in 2008..
-Humans will find the medicine for AIDS and Dengue
-On 18th July, Philippine will get 8.1 earthquake, thousands people will die
-The Empire State Building New York will get terror attack in September.
-13th of September, China will get 9.1 earthquake in Nanning and Hainan, and at the same time will get a 30 meters Tsunami, millions people will die, the tsunami may go to Japan directly.

in 2009..
-On 25th January. 8.9 earthquake will attacked Japan, Hundred thousands people will die.
-And in November, Japan will get earthquake again. Thousands people will die.
-Brazilian government can not pay the insurance because of the finance problems and will get the riots.
-24th August, Istanbul Turkey will get 8.9 earthquake. Roads will be parted.
-16th December, Sumatra Indonesia will get 7.8 earthquake. Thousands of people will perish.

very scary right... cannot imagine if all his predictions came true. better cherish all that we have while we still have them.
i was wondering.. what will you do in the last hour of your life, in the case that you know you only have one more hour to live?

ponders..

2008-05-20T11:27:00.004+08:00

lazzzyyyyyyyyy.

im supposed to be listening attentively in class now, but here im.. youtubing, blog hopping, staring into thin air.. just ripped some pics from the MSian's blogs. haha, News is not online yet.. cant get the pics and videos from her. but suddenly the feeling to blog just came haha.

the MS dance group, seriously very very nice! this was at the satay club in clarkequay.
LOL i had free food, and was very very nice can....

went out with the peeps yesterday to shop for my sister's bdae present.. but couldnt find it in the end anyways..

he seriously cannot eat oreo donuts!! like .......

he could be the next model for panadol! HAHA

News took this =.=

HAHA and i played the "XU CHUN MEI QUAN" with her too! like omgggggg. so funneh can!!!!
the videos is at vivian's blog. but you guys have to be there to really laugh out loud!
Okok, i suddenly found out i dont have anything else to write liao.. goodlucks for my teenage =]

disappiontments...

2008-05-19T14:10:00.003+08:00

SUPERMAN.
i like superman alot! FLY FLY FLY!

okok, so the performances were a good experience for me! like really, exposed me to alot of new stuff. and i really wanna join dance mannnn! like omg can.. berry berry nice!!!
i must jiayou jiayou and jiayou! haha! and i mean in schoolwork too ok. im a little behind time alrdy.. but just a little only. yupp..
and and! MSians went to watch a malay horror movie yesterday! damn scary.. althou the plot is damn standard.. but the scary parts were scary k..
News kept screaming.. LOL. haha but overall was fun too.
the movie is called 'Chongkat' i think. you know the malay boardgame thing?
the one that i used to play with marbles in it in primary school.
haha and the damn funny thing is the whole cinema was filled with malays!

then a malay guy behind me said..
malay guy: you all in wrong cinema issit??
me: movie appreciation cannot arh.

LOLS.

the super day is coming, hope it'll be a super hell of a time =]

2008-05-11T15:58:00.002+08:00

LONG LOST.

im back. after a very long time (said by some people). but very LONG meh ??

Okok whatever..

Yes! im busy with poly life and lotsa stuff.. but im so happy that i made it into the first round of the badminton trails! i was seriously not ready for it lols.. didnt touch my racket for about 4 months.. rusty like nails.. and to make things worse, the string snapped! damn it. 12 bucks for 7 shots.. nice.. but i got in!

Okok, so i was at panda's house with MSians to celebrate her sweet 16. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PANDA!! heehee. and she has Yuan Dian today too. so jiayous!! and to the others too!!!

Haha, alright.. im going already.. tireddddd...

Woots =]

2008-04-25T19:27:00.002+08:00

RULES
remove one question from above and add one of ur questionmake it a total of 20 questions, then SABO 8people..
1) what age do you wanna marry?
im not sure, see how things goes. haha
2)what do you want the most now?
to have lots of money!! i hate it when my bank account is dropping and dropping.
3)who is the person you trust most?
haha, those people should know themselves.
4)who do you think in mind now?
zipssss my mouth.
5)If you hav a dream to come true..what is it?
i want to get my diploma, after that to get a singing insrtuctor cert. i wanna teach singing if i can. its like doing the thing you love most. OF COS, if i can make it .
6) whats ur goal for this year?
to have a normal life, spend the time with people i love.
7)do you believe in eternity love?
only if time stops.
8)have you ever broke a person's heart that he/she wanna commit suiside?
no.
9)what kinda feelings do you like most?
duh, everyone is the same. being loved!
10)what are the requirements from ur other half?
i just want my other half to think of me. not asking much.
11) what kinda feelings u hate most?
when what i do issnt reprociated by someone else. taken for granted. actually i dont mind doing things for people i care. but being taken for granted is like wasting your time for that someone you care.
12) do you cherish every friendship of yours?
yes.
13)DO you believe in god?
i dno. i do? i think so.
14) whats de most impt thing in ur life?
now? you should know =)
15)who do u hope to be there for you always?
those people whom i care.
16) who are important to you?
as i said, you people should know who you are =) haha
17)who cares for you most?
my family and some special few.
18)do you believe in rainbow after rain ?
yea i do.
19) do u think fate control you or u control fate?
it depends i think. sometimes fate can be a tricky thing.
20) what is love to you?
to me, love is simple. being with the one you love. no matter where, no matter what happens. i can be loved by someone for an hour. but i can die a happy man by the next. because i know i was loved =)

aiyoh, panda saboed the people i wanna sabo alrdy!!!

2008-04-20T11:49:00.003+08:00

以为你忘了所以选择沉默

还记得你的手传来的溫柔

天剛亮了又是一夜等候

你还有什么藉口可以来哄我

看清自己的脆弱和你的軟弱

歷经这段感情之后我才了解另一个我

终于捨得去成全去放手过去我自己的生活

偶尔想你的时候就让回忆来陪我

终于捨得去成全去放手不追问你的感受

尊重彼此的选择当你決定了向左

我往前走我不停走...

i thought i could...

2008-04-20T01:08:00.004+08:00

PICTURES.
rights, not gonna talk much. just see ^^

mum and me :)

shun n me

monkey tommy

MusicStory.

Fun shot :)

ben, me, panda, jean !!

double me.

bored and nothing to do..

childish right...

like smurfs.

2008-04-11T10:45:00.002+08:00

engulfed.
been reading other people's blog. sometimes i envy how carefree they are leading their lives. i feel trapped, making myself trapped. and im gonna start breaking free. thanks for everyone concerning me =)
i know im not alone, bcos i have great friends like you.

i'll tell myself, somethings are not meant to be the center of your world.
wish y'all the best =)

2008-04-10T01:43:00.002+08:00

contradicting.
i sat at the playground around my block for almost half an hour, staring into space. i found out all i have said was just to make myself feel better. i found out maybe somethings may not be as clear the first time i saw it, and thinking through.. yea maybe it'll be good =)

but saying all these now may not be of any use. and i dont practise what i preach. plus... complicated.. i dont understand how unfeeling people can go. and im not the kind of person that comes and goes. nor am i the kind of person that always gives and not take. bcos that makes me think that im a fool. a damn freaking stupid to add. so i want answers. and i got the questions.

i know there will be changes in my life from this point of time. many changes, actually.. i can really foresee them. i may not like those changes. but i know i got to accept them. not matter how minor or important they are to me. bcos i know struggling is useless..

lastly, i dont know why i just typed all those stuff out. maybe they are already inside my mind for quite a long while. making me lose my strength and motivation these few days. its like 1/4 of my day are of me staring into blank space. shit. gotta stop this if i can. got to.

2008-04-09T13:40:00.004+08:00

in mac - TAMPINES.

bcos im so dman bored.. SP KILLS ME! arrghhhh.. i still dont know who is in my class..

waiting for my animal friend to get down. so tired.. feels like i haven slept for days when i really did sleep alot.

these few days some stuffs has been going through my mind. and its like the same few things. by the end of everyday, my conclusion is always the same. FATE.

so yup. if anyone out there is in any kind of situation that you dont know how to solve it. just leave it to fate and be yourself. let the flow, flow.

(ok, animal friend is slowwwwwwwwwww)

lols, ok continue,

seems that alot of people are emo-ing these days too. BE HAPPY!!!

okok, enough being a saint.. picture time!!

omg, looks abit like jap right. LOL

oioioioioioioi.

ermmmmmmmmmmmmmm..

like this picture. HAHA

khimmie likes this..

ninja! dont play play.

at minds cafe. =)

khim pigging after Spop.

shunnie at yuan dian. woots!

stupid cow.

ok haha done with this random post! =) cya!

2008-04-04T02:01:00.003+08:00

TADAAAAAA..

seee, omg right! jacky is loveeeee. let the pics do the talking.

eeeyore.

jacky sleeping. arrrgh. i want a dog like him.

random pic. LOL.

2008-04-03T11:47:00.004+08:00

BYGONES.

ANW, I FOUND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I MEAN...

haha, pictures will be uploaded at nights. cya! =D

2008-03-31T01:02:00.002+08:00

im ALRIGHT.

' thats so not fair! '
' you did a great job! '
' something wrong with the judges la '

now i know how panda feels after xingguang. but seriously thanks for all the encouragement.
but what i need now is not encouragement, its something else. i dno why, it hurts more than the outcome today. not having the courage, not having what it takes.

but once again, thanks for the smses. and i'll just do what i do best. =)

give me some time, i need to get myself back on track. -

2008-03-28T00:44:00.002+08:00

AYE MATIES!
CAPTAIN LNLNLN IS BACK =)

so alot alot of things happened! like the hosting at Singout, the finals of Spop and outings with Ms-ians ( the animal farm ).

so sorry!!! bcos i dont have the pictures in my lappy now, need to transfer the pictures from my computer. so yea, i'll update !

ok yah! Singout! so it'll be the last quarter finals held in Music Story. i think everyone in the commitee will like miss it yeap. but after this week, it'll be the semi finals! Wooh~ haha the stage will be bigger and larger. so i really hope i can do well! yeap.. prays~~

and so to the finals of the Spop! Panda was so kind to give us tickets for it =) N OMG, xiaojingteng,leeshengjie,elva were all great! the others were great too but haha, they are my fav =p. anyways we left after elva finished her performance and headed to leisure park to have our dinner/supper haha. and i heard FaShao won instead of YuSan.. total turn off.. LOL. aye.. i like yusan alot leh!

then outings with Ms-ians! haha so fun luh! ok i think the pictures speaks more than how i type. so yeap have to wait for them haha. and i look freaking ugly in them but whatever luh.. i never said that i look good right...

so yup. awaits for the photos!

buhbye Maties!

2008-03-16T13:23:00.004+08:00

backed~
so yup, hosting was.. ok~ as in me.. there were quite a few cold* situations. but yeap. its over but i need to host again.. hope it would be better this time =)

ok was out and backed (again),

so i continue..
i have some pictures that i took at the Singout but im lazy to load em.. yea. i dno why i dont have the mood to do anything today. to add to that, i just kinda 'sprained' my back. i cant turn my back too much. sucks~
maybe i'll put the photos up when im not that.. erm?? i also dno how to describe it.

been listening to kelly clarkson. yes, again.. shes da bomb! lols..

ok randomness.. i think you guys are already bored to tears with this stupid and meaningless post. arggh.. i wanna go loh. buhbye

i think i need a break, from this~

2008-03-14T13:04:00.000+08:00

I WOKE UP AT 12! ~

P.S: save me please.....

2008-03-10T20:08:00.009+08:00

WORK.
woots, today was quite a good day=) i went to work! hahaha. my boss was quite good to me =) never stop smiling.. LOL. but we had to like pack and unpack stuff. over and over again.. but the cool thing was that theres these two rooms, one was like at 4 degress which was like really refreshing. and the other one was at minus 20 degrees! omg.. one minute in there and your fingers will get numb already luh..

so it was lunch break, boss was nice to drive me out to da bao. haha
but we slacked abit after lunch.. he was busy email-ing his friends (he has a serious hobby in cars) and i was cam whoring by myself. LOL

i admit i like taking pictures. =)

retarted -.-

and i was still uber bored.. so i did some arts n crafts!
haha, talented right..

*pukes*

in the end boss and me was like so busy at the end of the day. alot alot alot of stock came in..

the boxes were all big and high! and there were like so many smaller boxes and stuffs inside.

he had to climb up on them to just get across the warehouse. LOL.

oh yah, PANDA was so nice to share this with me. made me laugh till started to cough!

enjoy~ (again!)

lmao~

2008-03-09T12:53:00.002+08:00

i didnt know my cheeks could hurt so bad.

all because of someone so cheesy.. LOL.

enjoy~

im gonna get my laptop loh! happy like shiat! hahahahahha. hahahahhaa. hahahahhaa (excuse the spastic-ness)

and im going to go for work three days! from monday to weds.. thou work is like... but i seriously need money.. so no choice.. im starting to eat into my savings (which is also my mum's money).

but i really wanna buy some stuff at the it fair leh. im like tempted to buy a mp3.. should i buy? arghhh..

2008-03-05T09:40:00.002+08:00

YEA.
im so unlucky these few days, play mahjong lose money, play wahjong also cannot win!

but but but but but!! , im going for an interview later! hahha, lols.

buhbye ;)

2008-03-04T09:26:00.003+08:00

how suay, like totally!!

gym in yishun wasnt open.. so we dragged our feets to the one in woodlands. but according to our BlurKing.. he says that yishun is so much bigger lo. then complain and complain! tsk....

then nvm.. after the gym thing, which was like for a short while.. we changed and went to the bus stop. and waited, and waited... the stupid bus just wont come! for that close-to-1/2 hr, we camwhored.. stupid lo.. our hair still wet like dno what.. arggh!

then we went to causeway point to walk for awhile. met joanne and went to the interchange. and waited. and waited.... AGAIN! seriously 911 and 912's bus services c-m-i.

but i still had my cajun chicken! =)

2008-03-03T00:04:00.002+08:00

.石康軍.

IDOL. haha =)

i accompanied ky to shangrila today bcos he wanted to get his pay, but the cashier wasnt opened.. so he didnt cash out in the end. LOLS. then we went to have kfc at fareast.. and went home.. omg wasted day..

Going for tuition tmwr, then to yishun and toapayoh. woots.

2008-03-01T10:30:00.002+08:00

RESTED.
yesterday was so tiring, physically and emotionally.. totally no mood in ms.. but i've rested and im ready again!

i went to the saf thing with some of my friends, omg they bugged the people there till everything closed luh. haha, die die also dont let them go.. poor people..

alrights and i wanna go catch leap years! wth, wong li lin is so pretty! haha for a mum, i mean. and there was something venetta lopez said in that movie.. hmm i forgot about it but i tot it was so true.

so yupps, short short entry.. tv time!

2008-02-29T13:01:00.005+08:00

29 FEB.
better post now, if not need to wait for another 4 years. lol

so the other day..

*stephy calls me* (close to midnight)
stephy : eh leon, tmwr you free? wanna work?
leon : erm, ok lo. hard not huh?
stephy : easy job luh.. receptionist..
leon : okok..

we met up a few hours later, at 6 am (i had to wake up at 5 am lor!)
and head up to orchad, Four Seasons Hotel.

the hotel's ballroom is so small luh.. and their chandellier (spelt wrongly) cannot fight with Shangrila.. but one thing is their FOOD. omg their food.. this is the first time i ate food that was so good from the start to the end, seriously if i keep working there right.. i will become fat. the hotel is good, overall =)

so me and stephy was bored opening and closing doors for those people in the meeting, had to usher somemore.. so lame. so we played scissors paper stone. hhaa. both of us lost to each other so we had to do the forfeit....

SPIDEY!

this is stephy -.-

this is me!

ok we look stupid and retarted here.. =)

then after everything, we went home.. omg was so tired.. stand for 13 hours! then we saw yuchang and chatted in the train..
alrights, maybe i'll post again when i come home. gotta run! retail therapy time!

2008-02-28T22:28:00.003+08:00

being sabo-ed by uncle wayne...

Rules of the game;Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged & list their names. No tag backs!

1. i always stone when im bored, and stare at something for a very long time..
2. i have extra flesh at the right side of my ear. (ky calls it the yao guai tian, aka monster dot)
3. one uncle from ms that sabo-ed me into doing this. LOL
4. was actually chosen into badminton because the tcher took pity on me, but i worked hard ok.
5. i really miss playing badminton.
6. i dont like to stay home recently
7. wont entertain people that i dont like.
8. im faithful to my loved one
9. i rather suffer on my own
10.i like to learn new things!

ok im such a good person but i still need to sabo people..

sorry peeps..
-daniel
-stephanie
-alan
-ginny!

ok i'll be good and not choose the other two ( i alrdy ran out of people to choose.. lols!)

2008-02-26T09:56:00.001+08:00

GONE.
buhbye, not gonna blog for awhile. i think, cya.. everyone.

2008-02-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

I LOVE.
woots, so right now im getting better. thats a start..
tmwrs' the thing.. hope everything will go smoothly.. MrFunny and MissBossy will be there. i'll just stare at them. LOL.

wish me luck. i'll tell everyone when im ready =)

-that was unexpected! but yeap, it feels great.

2008-02-22T10:14:00.003+08:00

HAPPIEST.
Went to kbox with MrFunny, MissBossy and MissPig! was a little tired and drained from the medicine i took.. but was still fun lo. MrFunny have another 'sister' LOL.
after that, Mr and Mrs came to my house to gamble! which was like great though we were already quite tired.. Sister kept asking us to play MJ. but we didnt want haha. in the end didnt win or lose..

and i need to go to school to get my testimonial for my appeal later, and off to shangri-la to get ky's pay and then back to SP to send in my appeal. after that, off to MS! the thing is on tmwr.. pray that i get better plsssssssss..

i can really feel my hair growing! hahahahahhahahahahaha, im just being spastic.

p.s: i really want you to know me better =)

2008-02-20T22:00:00.002+08:00

still sick.
my sore throat turned into flu then into cough. what a way to spent my day huh.. and i didnt manage to appeal into the accountancy course bcos of one stupid point. AHHH. hate this. but sister told me someone/ or a company that has alot alot of money is pumping 7 billion into aerospace. made me a lil happier. just a lil.. and to say, all that i wrote were a tiny part of what im going through..

sometimes i just can't stop myself, i know it'll prolly not be me, i know it'll prolly make me regret. but no i dont wanna stop.
(seriously typing the above made me straighten my thoughts loads, yea.)

p.s: stupid freaking ugly haircut makes my already fugly face turn fuglier. please hair.. GRROOOOWWWW=( i wanna post pictures!!!!!!

2008-02-18T10:22:00.003+08:00

great luck.
yeap, friends are coming to my house today to bainian. but what luck, sore throat came at 4 am! so im a sick boy now.. pray that i get better =(
to add to the wonderful luck i already have, my haircut was a disaster. now im trying every means to have my hair grow back asap. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. irritated! STUPID!

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2008-02-16T00:19:00.003+08:00

untittled.

i think im losing myself, but i think i wanna feel this way.

sometimes its better to just talk, and have fun. thou part of me wants it more.

oh well, it will be what it will be =)

2008-02-15T01:31:00.002+08:00

What Leon Koh Han Wen Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

SO, VALENTINE..

i spent it with a few friends at kbox and we had lotsa fun hee =) oh ya, and i re watched CJ7. and i didnt sleep though it! haha, and laughed quite abit.

and so i'll be quite busy the next few weeks, preparing for it. so i'll be back!

-hope my next valentine wld be with..

2008-02-09T10:32:00.000+08:00

MY DAD IS A MOTHAFCUKER!

2008-02-09T01:36:00.000+08:00

HCNY !!! =)
rights, akys was so kind enuff to help me make my blogskin. its his first try and it looks good lo. haha. i'll try to learn how to make a blogskin and make my own someday, yeap. someday.

so i've just been to vanessa's and eng leong's house just now to bainian. yea.. lost money lo... =(
that aside.. i think im having insomia lols. i cant sleep till 4 am these few days and this 'auto clock' inside of me always, ALWAYS without fail wakes me up at 9 am. and i get sleepy in the daytime. dangs..

thinking of going clubbing.. wonder what its like.. hmm..

guess im prolly off to bathe now.. damn smelly.. mornings! its 1.42 am!

labels: chill chill :\

2008-02-05T09:26:00.000+08:00

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

gotta know about this test from weiyang's profile. quite true, say 80%? i was The Joker lol. so have been towning these few days. can almost memorise the whole place inside out omg.. CNY is coming!! gonna have steamboat with the others and a movie late at night. so.. GXFC!! =)

ANGBAOS PLSSSSSSSS....

NANANANANA..

2008-01-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

after some time,

im back! from pure laziness! yeah! woots! wtevr~.~ .....

so i hope everyone is contented with their results. i din manage to see many people cry that day though.. the girls in my school have grown so much stronger.. lols. and i din have any particular feelings when i was about to take my results( except the part when i really took the slips from the tcher's hands).
so what do people feel/do after they get their results?
1.) dont look, cry in despair and get your friend's attention first and look at the results tgh. this way you dont have to face it alone. hug tgh when crazy over the good results / lend a friend to cry on if its the other way round.
2.) dont give a damn, look at the marks straight away. and tear the slips into teeny tiny pieces bcos of your bad results/ or scream at the top of your voice so everyone in the hall can hear you =)
3.) act as though you were checking for 4D ( shit! i got 4!!! what abt you? arrrgggghh.....)

well i did none of that. i just took the slip and checked my score. no special feelings. ok. i should go look for other people's results and compare abit. ky-10, sean-11, wls-12. me-wtf. i got the same score as ck. 15. but wtevr.. im still contented with my results. trying to calm myself down at that point of time with the fact that i still have 2 cca points in my hands.. ok i shall abruptly end this 'story' with me choosing accountancy at sp and np as my first and second choice. =)

so...my birthday is coming up on saturday!! kinda excited, but damn it i still dunno what i wanna do on that day.. king suggested to go to some place called 'hooters' (where he claimed that there are waitress with big boobs.) phiags =.=
i was thinking of billy bombers. heard its quite nice. or maybe sentosa? since all of us haven been there for such a long time. argghh!!! mental block! i dont know where to go! shiat "."

nice song =)

friday's the thang!

peace people.

2008-01-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

2007

was the year that was most fruitful in my whole entire life. so many things happened, so many things im glad to be part in. but that year is already gone, so goodbye 2007.. thou i really wish that somethings could be like before. somethings that doesnt need to be said, but done. prolly the uninitiative me didnt take the first step.

2008

whats gonna be in stall for us? none of us know actually, mayb some of us are already shivering with fear for the Os result (like me). and for me, i just want to get on with life everyday, taking steps to improve myself and mayb become a better LN. hope that faith will keep me posting more into this lil diary. oh ya, heard its suay to keep things undone till now but what the heck.. i cant be suay-ier than now. n any kind souls out there willing to make a blogskin for me? i cant find one that i like in http://blogskins.com/ . just a simple one will do. haha.

wow, this is my first post in 2008.. mayb you'll find it a drag to read now.. im tired, even my mind issnt working properly.. lols. anw, im getting a new job if all goes well. so wish me luck! to brighten things up a lil, the january baby! SEAN!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TUUUUU YOU!

partyworld tmwr!

2007-12-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

i wish you a merry christmas, give me two shiny kisses..

im back again and its christmas day today! the stay over was great except today was a quite boring day.. stayed at home just watching tv. and the presents from you guys were great, thanks alot!! and i gotta admit, im not good at choosing presents.. so guys, sorry for my lousy presents :(

oh yah, verdict was ..... im still clueless! arrgh..

so yesterday was really fun, but time was seriously tight.. had to rush here and there. still, meeting up with the guys was fab bcos its been a long time since we really had time to meet up. :) oh yah, im starting to like the feeling of drinking vodka. after some time your legs feels kinda lighter.. and i was tired..

ok i think i'll end here, theres still work tmwr and our results are coming in 3 weeks time? i really hope i do well.. dont really like the idea of retaining.. lols i'll keep that thought out of my mind.. everyone, have a MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS NIGHT!

p.s : alright gny i still owe you your present! i'll be a nice guy and send it to your wrkplace.. which is, damn far. hahahahaha.

pp.s: miaohui.. PB!!!! haha jk. okok same to you.. i'll try to get yours to the chalet! which is, just to note, damn damn far..

2007-12-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

what m i gonna get?

i haven been back to this place of bright colours for some time, bcos ive been living my life the way i want it. sorta. so tmwr's verdict day, dont ask. staying over will be fun too, im sure of it. :)

this is gonna be my bestest of all my Christmas i ever had. so after Christmas, its the New Year. i haven really done all the stuffs i intented to. maybe all of them will turn into my resolution for the new year. braces is something im considering. i hate my smile.. ok, let me stop this negative tune..

on the brighter note! works' gonna end next week! i'll miss all the workers over there.. and my pay is coming again!! haha. its always fun to stand in line at a queue just thinking of nothing but how more or less the Company is paying. that evil organisation.. lying A's. obviously Santa issnt going to give em any presents this year. alright, back to my devilish plans to tmwr. think mind, think.. oh yah. wish me luck, for whatever reason. it may be the last, or will it be 'to be continued'? i think im making everyone confused so i'll shutup.. hahahaha. i'll look at the sun..oh well.. nights.

2007-12-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

work X1000000000.

my perfect schedule this past weeks : crawl my ass up, work, release from prison, and back to sweet sweet home to sleep. NOT!

seriously having no social life issnt fun at all. i cant wait till 31 st december when i book out from the time consuming torture camp :( but at least i m gonna bit a weeny bit richer than before so i'll shop like crazy/ :D

i wanna go watch movies! ENCHANTED! heard it was very very nice! maybe its overrated but i still wanna watch it. so pls msg me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gonna have off on monday to get my posb card yea :)

so i wanna do alot of things that i cant do for so long! badminton! going out! bens & jerry! starbucks! its been such a long time since i touched those thing... i want my happy food!

oh ya, and i got tanned! or to say got red.. hope it turns brown. lols. i'll post pictures next time so buhbye!

2007-11-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

FUMING.

damn it, i think i've changed.. im getting irritated more easily these few days.. i cant find a job.. i think. im starting to vent my unhappiness to people, even my parents. thunder strikes* lols. i know what im saying, i know that saying those kinda things are wrong but i dunch know why.. i just wanna say it.

damn someone help me.. AHHHHHH.... thanks blog.. lols..

2007-11-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

Something New.

this new kinda life really needs to get a hang on. i still have a urge to go back home and mug for my amaths with that never-ending whinning from my mum inside my head, but all thats gone. it all gonna be independent!

and i seriously want to get a new blogskin! but i dont have photoshop.. so i dont think i can make one myself.. anyone kind enuff ?? hahas. i dont wanna search for blogskins anymore.. sucha waste of time..

anws, mahjong later!!!!! haha. fun fun FUN! and im still waiting for the interview thing, i hope i get the job.. i wanna earn my own money and buy my own stuff, for once (ok for many many times) lols..

and i've been listening to alot of kelly clarkson lately.. OHHH! anyone has Reba? the comedy show.. i've been dying to watch that show..

i dunch know why i cant get this song on my blog, but its quite nice. another kelly clarkson.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5T0iR91nQXA

WHY WHY WHY? hmm..

2007-11-13T12:59:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHH...

hmm, first afternoon after the Os and im stuck at home.. and im hungry!!!!! lols. lazy to even go out bcos my legs are killing me from all the jogging.. god i really lost all my stamina.. must really train hard, and ya i dont have money so .. need to look for a job now. any recommendation? lols

this song rawks!

2007-11-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

examiner: thats all, you may leave..
everyone: AHHHHHH!!!!!! YES!!!!!!! WWWWOOOOOOO!!!!!

ITS OVER!!!!!

FINALLLLLYYYYYYYYY!

Hahaha, its really over and done with. that great burden lifted from my shoulders. what a great feeling. hhaa hhhaaaahahaa HHHAAHHHAAAA!

ok, im being abit hysterical.. but excited what.. 4 years of secondary school life plus 6 years of primary school days.. plus together is 10 yrs!!!! 10 long years.. wow..

so many things happened this year, but it seems to be fruitful. i learnt lotsa lotsa things. i learnt.. how to finish a whole amaths paper, how to keep friendships going, how to really cope with stress, BLAH. and lots more, be it emotionally or mentally.. really wanna thank alot alot of people that helped me this past year, ky, aug, carol and clique, sq, zr, sam, wk, ry, wil, v, san, steph, loren, and many many more! the list goes on. but most importantly.. THANK YOU TCHERS! *bows* hahas. without them, especially mrs lim, i think my amaths will still be at f9..

ok back to now, im tired, broke, weak.

WISHLIST!

get a good job

train to improve my bad'tn

spent my first pay on whatevr i want, i see.

and maybe.. ______

so yup, that the end to my secondary school life. another chapter closed, but another exciting one coming up. i hope? hahahas.. so anyone, after my first pay we'll all go out yea? back to my shows!!! buh bye! eheh, comment leh!!! =D

2007-11-10T16:55:00.000+08:00

IM BACK!!!
but im not posting anything, lols.
i just bought a psps slim yesterday!! jealous bah... muahahha.
but anyways its just a kind of reward i gave myself for studying for 10 straight years. so its kinda worth it and i bought it at a cheaper price so yup..

and guys, the name of the games are here.
http://i67.photobucket.com/albums/h296/Annihilatez/untitled-1.jpg

i'll post back when the Os are officially over, so till then!

2007-10-20T00:18:00.000+08:00

O LVL COMING!!

ITS ON MONDAY AND IM DAMN NERVOUS.

I DONT KNOW WHY IM TYPING IN BOLD SO YA,

JIAYOUS EVERYONE!

AND I'LL BE BACK AFTER THE O LVL. SEE YA :)

P/S: I NEED LUCKS TOO :D

2007-09-23T00:11:00.000+08:00

since you been gone.
woots.. tired after a long day. BUT i'll still post something up, bcos my blog really feels kinda dead eh? so ky went to make a stupid video.. lols. but its all made from his phone. so.. dont puke.. hahahas.

hope it wasn't pukish haha. and its freaking one month to the Os!! like exactly one month! ohmygod.. and i dropped chemistry too, yeah.. one subject less to harp on. and more time for the other two subjects i love, as to say mr Physics and mr Amaths. lols.. ok i dont exactly know them that well..

ok so i'll go to sleep now! i'll try to keep posting yea, buhbye!

p/s: sorry for the slipshot entry.. lols. my eyes are like drooping.. and drooping.. drooping.

2007-09-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS OVER!!!!
i wrote that heading with much enthusiasm, and yea it over! i really studied hard for this prelim lur. but i still think my science suck like hell. gonna to hear alot of songs from miss siti and mr yap..

so i got alot alot of things to update about, but not all squeezed in this post haha. if not nothing to update next time! a few things i wanna share with you guys.. first,

ANG KIM YOUNG'S birthday is tomorrow! the birth of a genius, or so he says.. wtevr.. so mr akys, too bad your birthday song have to be more from miss siti and mr yap. but still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

ok after drawing that very very nice birthday cake, also to the extend that its edible.. i really lost track of what i wanna write about.. lols. oh ya, theres the O lvl. i swear to anything that im going to work my ass off for it. im going to make a prelim resolution! okok here it is,
im going to work hard and ask anything that i dont know/understand, and try to associate with clever people so i might get a lil smarter that way.

oh ya, so if you guys know me by now, you should know that im abit crazy over mariah carey. especially one of her hits 'we belong together' and 'through the rain'. so i thought of sharing the first song with you guys, so yupp. and its LIVE. so dont say its lip-syched!

nice right.. haha. ok back to school, i think i'll get killed tomorrow.. remember that bloody hairdresser that i mentioned in the previous post? so my hair is like long again. fyi my hair grows fast.. and i'll get picked out by mr siva .. so i think i'll siam him and sit at the back .. *prays*

and i said i really studied right.. heres proof. haha

seriously thinking hard..

hardworking right..

your bestfriend in the library, like really!

messy table = workdone

can't understand these people.. ok, being a typical singaporean its normal to be kiasu. but the queue here was only 1/4 of the real queue? just to be some 90% off cheap stuff that will be spoilt in less than a month.. and its 9 am in causeway point.

hey hey alan, your name is in my blog too hor!

2007-09-07T19:40:00.000+08:00

prelims, prelims..

i think this is going to be the last post till after the prelims.. i really have to concentrate the last two days before the exams! i still feel far far away from the standard im supposed to be in. lols..

so everyone, lets work hard together!! hahaha, i really wanna see 2 As in my o lvl slip! oh and i went to have a haircut today.. bloody auntie dont know how to cut hair.. so yupp, my hair now is in a mess. lols. but its better for me now eh? so i wont be going out anytime soon. im such a positive thinker right.. haha. and the next time i have a haircut, i think it'll be in chapter2. loads of people say it good there. so yupp.

ok i know this last post is like redundant.. but nothing really happened these few days. i'll post up the tchers day and the IT comex pictures after the prelims. till then! haha, bye bye!

i feel grown up, and ugly.

2007-09-04T19:07:00.000+08:00

whoo..
yea finally i can blog now. lols. ky just left my house after playing poker..

okok something hilarious happened. i just paused from the previous sentence to take off my contacts bcos my eyes were like very very dry. after taking out the right contacts, i moved on to my left, but i just couldnt take it out! and i squeesed my eyeballs like what lur! lols! ok not squeese but just applied alot of pressure till my eyes are like red.. and i still couldnt take it out!!

then i brisked quickly to my sister's room to consult her. she helped me check my eye, like really! she took a torch light and looked into my eyes, mind you its was blinding and i was in pain.. from all her pinching on my skin..

suferring from all that and still nothing! fel then asked me to check the basin, but i thought of somewhere else...

true enough, it was lying innocently on my floor. all dried up.. i was quite fed up with myself.. *slaps* i suffered so much for nothing!!! okok, its over.. yupp..

so.. today's mr chang's bdae! happy happy 26th for him! and really thanks alot for the lunch and movie. haha

so we went to vivo city's white dog cafe. the food is nice but the service.. bcos the waiter was mumbling to himself and has to repeat the order alot of times.. abit irritating.. haha. im being a lil too picky right..?

zhaoming and me went to buy this donut before watching ratatooe. only the berries types were nice..

this ice cream is very very nice!!! especially the lemon flavour! lols. im really ate alot today..

ivon, zhaoming and me. haha. i just finished my ice cream..

okok its like 1 in the morning now and i still haven bathe! smelly eh.. bathing time! bye!

2007-09-03T21:24:00.001+08:00

holidays.

september holidays are here!! ook no point getting excited bcos theres not going to be fun.. its mugging time. and i cant upload pics.. stupid computer.. i'll edit this post once i can upload the pic yea..

and tmwr is the only day i'll be enjoying bocs its mr chang's 26 birthday! haha. so its his treat and its at vivo!! ohmygod! hahaha. jealous bah people.. lols! we'll be watching ratatooe (ok i still dont know how to spell the name..) and yea, its my first movie in months.. finally..

and damn.. eugene forgot theres tuition today.. and he still gave stupid excuses.. lol.. forgot just say forgot lur.. and the excuse he gave was like really 'real'..

'hey leon, sorry i didnt come for tuition today.. cos my stomach was in pain and i think its food poisoning..'' and blah blah..

and his background was like noisy, think he went to watch a movie with his girlfriend and forgot about the tuition in the first place..

but i think it better to give him a benefit of doubt, right? maybe he really had food poisoning and he went to see the doctors, so it explains the background?? wtevr..

and im really not the gambling type of person.. ky, sq and me went to wilson's house today to study and we played poker before going back home. and i lost alot of money lur! lols.. haha i'll win back the next time!

okok, i try to upload the pictures asap yea? nights!